The Fates ask me

“What is it you want”?

They ask at

at precise intervals;

spread out neatly

on my short

stubby

thread.

1.

They catch me out

in times of calm

sending ripples

through what was still;

you can imagine my annoyance

e v e r y     t i m e .

2.

“What is it you want”?

It’s a casual question

– mentor to child;

An answer they already know

Even when I do not.

3.

“What is it you want”?

“it” being  it;

Not really a want

But a borderline necessity;

4.

– D E S I R E –

What a funny little thing

– A funny little force;

Tantamount to nothing;

A crushing

conquering

Command.

5.

There is no punishment

For failure

(but it wouldn’t matter

even if there was)

non est optio defectum

(Failure is not an option)

 

6.

and so – they’ve asked again,

“what is it you want”?

I had an answer –

An answer that

Scared me.

7.

     I want   

  to be king.

8.

But answers always

lead to more questions.

The fates ask a new question,

– And they keep  a s k i n g –

“King

of

What”?

9.